u'll never know til' u try

I'm so sad this morning,,I feel so embarassed with my self.
After through the 1st day at company,I'm a lil' bit shock with what I should handle at there. A mountain of task,because I do the project that already on going,so I'm not learn from how it start. And my product that should be handle is about 50 or more.
I don't mind being busy at work, I like it. But, maybe my biologic time feel confused.
I can't eat even I feel hungry.
I can't sleep even I'm sleepy:p
I can't have my intermezzo time if I feel tired of working (I usually read comics or doing some 'housemaid thingy' while I blogwalking),,but now it's just history..because my boss desk,is right behind my back about 50meters only.
I can't text SMS as I want..hahaha

And now, I feel like,is this business ruin my passion??
I say NO!!!!!!

I just need more time to adaptable. And take my time to make achievment at work, doing my thesis, and doing a little business that I admire about.
Gotta update soon. because it's 7.30am already, I have to work at 8.00

Wish me good luck peeps :D