Dear blog,
I will not surrender at all.
If it's hard, I'm harder.
If it's difficult, I'm a stubborn
If it looks impossible, I'm insist
If it's far, I'm running
If i've got failed, I don't mind to go back from the start
Anything God,,I'll do anything to get closer to my dream.
Jumat, 29 April 2011
Jumat, 01 April 2011
good time
Hello peeps, it have been so long since i'm not post anything.
I'm stealing to use facilities for blogging at the office , i just miss to post something that can record my journey. hahaha. it's important for me. *cough in seriously*:p
Btw, the next a half month InsyaAllah I will end this probation time, and become a jobholder. Amin. But....hmmmm this is kind of confession, on the last wednesday, I just have psychotest and interview with Martha Tilaar Group (PT. Martina Berto). I never apply anything on their job vacancy, they said that they've got my resume on jobstreet (now I know it's work), and they offers me to join the test for their vacancy (QC supervisor, production supervisor, RnD supervisor).
Actually I feel fit with my jobdesk right now in Novell, because being business development executive is the center of any life cycle product before it launch. So in here, I can learn anything related to marketing, product development, how to deal with principal,supplier, how to survey the leading product at the market, and how to develop product from the business side of course. Meet many people from different background and fortunately they don't mind to share their knowledge to me.
But, I don't wanna missed any chance that comes to me. I have to try it first, so I can have one more reference to consider about. So then I absence on wednesday, and join the test.
I've got interview with 2 user (RnD and Manufacturing manager), they explore my CV, and ask" which one do u interest the most, marketing or RnD? Is it kinda of trapped question or they claim I have potency on that? (before I said many times before that my passion is on RnD). And I said, ofcourse marketing. hahahaha
I'm stealing to use facilities for blogging at the office , i just miss to post something that can record my journey. hahaha. it's important for me. *cough in seriously*:p
Btw, the next a half month InsyaAllah I will end this probation time, and become a jobholder. Amin. But....hmmmm this is kind of confession, on the last wednesday, I just have psychotest and interview with Martha Tilaar Group (PT. Martina Berto). I never apply anything on their job vacancy, they said that they've got my resume on jobstreet (now I know it's work), and they offers me to join the test for their vacancy (QC supervisor, production supervisor, RnD supervisor).
Actually I feel fit with my jobdesk right now in Novell, because being business development executive is the center of any life cycle product before it launch. So in here, I can learn anything related to marketing, product development, how to deal with principal,supplier, how to survey the leading product at the market, and how to develop product from the business side of course. Meet many people from different background and fortunately they don't mind to share their knowledge to me.
But, I don't wanna missed any chance that comes to me. I have to try it first, so I can have one more reference to consider about. So then I absence on wednesday, and join the test.
I've got interview with 2 user (RnD and Manufacturing manager), they explore my CV, and ask" which one do u interest the most, marketing or RnD? Is it kinda of trapped question or they claim I have potency on that? (before I said many times before that my passion is on RnD). And I said, ofcourse marketing. hahahaha
Selasa, 01 Februari 2011
my 1st salary!
Ahoh! finally i'm being a real worker after got an half month salary. It feels a lil' bit awkward, like "oohh finally after work and paid", but then i dunno what I should do with this money, a plain newbie.hahahaha.
I already have a listing budget even before I start work, I predict how much I should pay for living in Jakarta, and how much I can saving each month. It's hard to transform from a daddy's little girl who always ask for money and become an independent daughter. I'm afraid if I can't manage well, then my salary just like not-easy-come-but-easy-go. Maybe it's ok for my parents for becoming my financial support even I already work, but If I just enjoy their facilities, I will never grow up. Face the real world as soon as possible will train us how to be a life fighter then a life lover.
I reflect to become an anticipator for many case in my daily life. I become more confident after made some plans before through over it, but the problem is,,I'm a good plan maker, but not that-good-reality worker.
There's a simple fine things play in my head: Something small will grow bigger in the future.
A lil bit laziness will become a lazy monster in the future. A delay lover will become an eternal unproductive person. A bad money manager will never know how to respect money in the future,,and I know, for this 23 years I've been a very wasful person,,a short thinker before decide to buy something and often end-up with regret, but do it again in the future (I'm not that stupid, I just easily forgive my self for something related shopping.hahaha). But I won't become like this in the future. I have many dreams, I want have my own pharmacy store (this is crucial,since I'm a pharmacist, and a pharmacist have to always lift up their idealism with handle a pharmacy store (called apotek in Indonesia) to practice their pharmaceutical care,before it disappear and seems unimportant to handle apotek--since I work in Industry now,and the capability need is quite different), and anything related with my hobby like culinary or fashion business. And to make it happen I have to start saving my money from now, before I have many unexpected budget to spend routinely, like having a lil' family, kids, credit a house, etc.
But it's haaaarrrrddd. I love to have something new in my wardrobe.hahahaha. I have to always remind myself that I won't risky myself in the future. So, I'm looking for my self in the future, a success one, I'm not speaking about money, or rich, but success in manage my self, so I will less my regret for through my life-my time-my chance-a God gift wasteful.
Because motivation creates persistence, and persistence gets the jobs done!hamasah^o^
what a long post!
Btw,I just remember this unknown wise word, about how to become success in life:
Know more from others.
Do more from others.
And demand less than others.
I already have a listing budget even before I start work, I predict how much I should pay for living in Jakarta, and how much I can saving each month. It's hard to transform from a daddy's little girl who always ask for money and become an independent daughter. I'm afraid if I can't manage well, then my salary just like not-easy-come-but-easy-go. Maybe it's ok for my parents for becoming my financial support even I already work, but If I just enjoy their facilities, I will never grow up. Face the real world as soon as possible will train us how to be a life fighter then a life lover.
I reflect to become an anticipator for many case in my daily life. I become more confident after made some plans before through over it, but the problem is,,I'm a good plan maker, but not that-good-reality worker.
There's a simple fine things play in my head: Something small will grow bigger in the future.
A lil bit laziness will become a lazy monster in the future. A delay lover will become an eternal unproductive person. A bad money manager will never know how to respect money in the future,,and I know, for this 23 years I've been a very wasful person,,a short thinker before decide to buy something and often end-up with regret, but do it again in the future (I'm not that stupid, I just easily forgive my self for something related shopping.hahaha). But I won't become like this in the future. I have many dreams, I want have my own pharmacy store (this is crucial,since I'm a pharmacist, and a pharmacist have to always lift up their idealism with handle a pharmacy store (called apotek in Indonesia) to practice their pharmaceutical care,before it disappear and seems unimportant to handle apotek--since I work in Industry now,and the capability need is quite different), and anything related with my hobby like culinary or fashion business. And to make it happen I have to start saving my money from now, before I have many unexpected budget to spend routinely, like having a lil' family, kids, credit a house, etc.
But it's haaaarrrrddd. I love to have something new in my wardrobe.hahahaha. I have to always remind myself that I won't risky myself in the future. So, I'm looking for my self in the future, a success one, I'm not speaking about money, or rich, but success in manage my self, so I will less my regret for through my life-my time-my chance-a God gift wasteful.
Because motivation creates persistence, and persistence gets the jobs done!hamasah^o^
what a long post!
Btw,I just remember this unknown wise word, about how to become success in life:
Know more from others.
Do more from others.
And demand less than others.
Rabu, 26 Januari 2011
say ooh
My job getting more exciting. My workmates are friendly, my boss is funny, and my tasks is getting too much. haha.
I know sometimes i feel so bad and confused for not making any progress on my thesis, because I feel so tired when back from work (it's about 7/8 pm already when I arrive at my boarding house, even it just about 100 meters from my office), I don't know why I feel so relieve and worth just to stay late at office, face the monitor for almost 9hours, still doing my job til late afternoon. Maybe it simple, because I love to do it.
I know I'm kinda person who extreme, or over. If I love something, I just feel over excited about it. But I shouldn't let my thesis spirit disappear, or make some excuses because I often feel headache after work, or because I don't have any work desk in my boarding room so I have to thesising on bed which is I don't like it,,all I need to do now is: drink coffee, synthesize my thesis,and get up with satisfy feeling.
Btw, tomorrow I have my 1st official duty outside office with my boss, I will go to bogor (my company's plant) to have trial drink product. I wish I'm not yawning along the trip. haha. and I hope, even I feel sleepy tomorrow, I still can bubble up some fresh ideas. Amiiiin.
Oh my God, I already feel sleepy now
I know sometimes i feel so bad and confused for not making any progress on my thesis, because I feel so tired when back from work (it's about 7/8 pm already when I arrive at my boarding house, even it just about 100 meters from my office), I don't know why I feel so relieve and worth just to stay late at office, face the monitor for almost 9hours, still doing my job til late afternoon. Maybe it simple, because I love to do it.
I know I'm kinda person who extreme, or over. If I love something, I just feel over excited about it. But I shouldn't let my thesis spirit disappear, or make some excuses because I often feel headache after work, or because I don't have any work desk in my boarding room so I have to thesising on bed which is I don't like it,,all I need to do now is: drink coffee, synthesize my thesis,and get up with satisfy feeling.
Btw, tomorrow I have my 1st official duty outside office with my boss, I will go to bogor (my company's plant) to have trial drink product. I wish I'm not yawning along the trip. haha. and I hope, even I feel sleepy tomorrow, I still can bubble up some fresh ideas. Amiiiin.
Oh my God, I already feel sleepy now
Selasa, 18 Januari 2011
u'll never know til' u try
I'm so sad this morning,,I feel so embarassed with my self.
After through the 1st day at company,I'm a lil' bit shock with what I should handle at there. A mountain of task,because I do the project that already on going,so I'm not learn from how it start. And my product that should be handle is about 50 or more.
I don't mind being busy at work, I like it. But, maybe my biologic time feel confused.
I can't eat even I feel hungry.
I can't sleep even I'm sleepy:p
I can't have my intermezzo time if I feel tired of working (I usually read comics or doing some 'housemaid thingy' while I blogwalking),,but now it's just history..because my boss desk,is right behind my back about 50meters only.
I can't text SMS as I want..hahaha
And now, I feel like,is this business ruin my passion??
I say NO!!!!!!
I just need more time to adaptable. And take my time to make achievment at work, doing my thesis, and doing a little business that I admire about.
Gotta update soon. because it's 7.30am already, I have to work at 8.00
Wish me good luck peeps :D
After through the 1st day at company,I'm a lil' bit shock with what I should handle at there. A mountain of task,because I do the project that already on going,so I'm not learn from how it start. And my product that should be handle is about 50 or more.
I don't mind being busy at work, I like it. But, maybe my biologic time feel confused.
I can't eat even I feel hungry.
I can't sleep even I'm sleepy:p
I can't have my intermezzo time if I feel tired of working (I usually read comics or doing some 'housemaid thingy' while I blogwalking),,but now it's just history..because my boss desk,is right behind my back about 50meters only.
I can't text SMS as I want..hahaha
And now, I feel like,is this business ruin my passion??
I say NO!!!!!!
I just need more time to adaptable. And take my time to make achievment at work, doing my thesis, and doing a little business that I admire about.
Gotta update soon. because it's 7.30am already, I have to work at 8.00
Wish me good luck peeps :D
Jumat, 14 Januari 2011
lift UP my spirit please
Hoaemm.. I'm so sleepy... but unfinish my thesis yet
Btw, I just order a lovely red wedges from UP shoes. I'm drooling over it for almost a week til' I success make an order just now.
I have many wedges I should admit, but I don't have any red one yet, since red become my new favorite colour recently. Haha. I dunno why I easily exchange my favorite colour. I just love to collect series of stuff that have the same colour. And since my motorcycle and car are red, so I think I have to collect more red in the rest of my life. Last week I bought my 1st red t-shirt. I think people will attract more attention in red (a month ago I thought it was purple:p)
Btw, I will wear it to my new office (lucky me, wedges are permitted to become daily wear at there:p).
Ah whatever, all I want is becoming master degree very soon.
Btw, I just order a lovely red wedges from UP shoes. I'm drooling over it for almost a week til' I success make an order just now.
I have many wedges I should admit, but I don't have any red one yet, since red become my new favorite colour recently. Haha. I dunno why I easily exchange my favorite colour. I just love to collect series of stuff that have the same colour. And since my motorcycle and car are red, so I think I have to collect more red in the rest of my life. Last week I bought my 1st red t-shirt. I think people will attract more attention in red (a month ago I thought it was purple:p)
Btw, I will wear it to my new office (lucky me, wedges are permitted to become daily wear at there:p).
Ah whatever, all I want is becoming master degree very soon.
Kamis, 13 Januari 2011
let it be
it thursday already.
i'm not submit any bundle of thesis to my supervisors yet.
i'm not packing all the stuff in my boarding room yet.
and I'm still processing the data, typing carefully (i think I'm gonna EAT this research methodology guide book), listening to some interview records, reading more and more literatures to make it perfect, and never ending other lists.
some part of my self say I should depress! How come, u are not finish anything well whereas u have to move from this town on saturday morning, and start new BIG thing at monday morning??
I even can't prepare anything to face the business development thingy.
But then, my winamp randomly play a song from hundred of other songs there.
So relieve what already past,,relieve what already wasted.
Prepare more for another day called tomorrow.
So friday, I won't let u to let me down.
why did i still let it consuming my time?
i'm not submit any bundle of thesis to my supervisors yet.
i'm not packing all the stuff in my boarding room yet.
and I'm still processing the data, typing carefully (i think I'm gonna EAT this research methodology guide book), listening to some interview records, reading more and more literatures to make it perfect, and never ending other lists.
some part of my self say I should depress! How come, u are not finish anything well whereas u have to move from this town on saturday morning, and start new BIG thing at monday morning??
I even can't prepare anything to face the business development thingy.
But then, my winamp randomly play a song from hundred of other songs there.
When I find myself in times of trouble,
Mother Mary comes to me
Speaking words of wisdom, let it be
And in my hour of darkness she is standing right in front of me
Speaking words of wisdom, let it be
Let it be, let it be, let it be, let it be
Whisper words of wisdom, let it be
And when the broken hearted people living in the world agree
There will be an answer, let it be
For though they may be parted, there is still a chance that they will see
There will be an answer, let it be
Let it be, let it be, let it be, let it be
There will be an answer, let it be
Let it be, let it be, let it be, let it be
Whisper words of wisdom, let it be
Let it be, let it be, let it be, let it be
Whisper words of wisdom, let it be
And when the night is cloudy there is still a light that shines on me
Shine until tomorrow, let it be
I wake up to the sound of music, Mother Mary comforts me
Speaking words of wisdom, let it be
Let it be, let it be, let it be, yeah, let it be
There will be an answer, let it be
(the beatles, let it be)
Mother Mary comes to me
Speaking words of wisdom, let it be
And in my hour of darkness she is standing right in front of me
Speaking words of wisdom, let it be
Let it be, let it be, let it be, let it be
Whisper words of wisdom, let it be
And when the broken hearted people living in the world agree
There will be an answer, let it be
For though they may be parted, there is still a chance that they will see
There will be an answer, let it be
Let it be, let it be, let it be, let it be
There will be an answer, let it be
Let it be, let it be, let it be, let it be
Whisper words of wisdom, let it be
Let it be, let it be, let it be, let it be
Whisper words of wisdom, let it be
And when the night is cloudy there is still a light that shines on me
Shine until tomorrow, let it be
I wake up to the sound of music, Mother Mary comforts me
Speaking words of wisdom, let it be
Let it be, let it be, let it be, yeah, let it be
There will be an answer, let it be
(the beatles, let it be)
So relieve what already past,,relieve what already wasted.
Prepare more for another day called tomorrow.
So friday, I won't let u to let me down.
why did i still let it consuming my time?
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