Ahoh! finally i'm being a real worker after got an half month salary. It feels a lil' bit awkward, like "oohh finally after work and paid", but then i dunno what I should do with this money, a plain newbie.hahahaha.
I already have a listing budget even before I start work, I predict how much I should pay for living in Jakarta, and how much I can saving each month. It's hard to transform from a daddy's little girl who always ask for money and become an independent daughter. I'm afraid if I can't manage well, then my salary just like not-easy-come-but-easy-go. Maybe it's ok for my parents for becoming my financial support even I already work, but If I just enjoy their facilities, I will never grow up. Face the real world as soon as possible will train us how to be a life fighter then a life lover.
I reflect to become an anticipator for many case in my daily life. I become more confident after made some plans before through over it, but the problem is,,I'm a good plan maker, but not that-good-reality worker.
There's a simple fine things play in my head: Something small will grow bigger in the future.
A lil bit laziness will become a lazy monster in the future. A delay lover will become an eternal unproductive person. A bad money manager will never know how to respect money in the future,,and I know, for this 23 years I've been a very wasful person,,a short thinker before decide to buy something and often end-up with regret, but do it again in the future (I'm not that stupid, I just easily forgive my self for something related shopping.hahaha). But I won't become like this in the future. I have many dreams, I want have my own pharmacy store (this is crucial,since I'm a pharmacist, and a pharmacist have to always lift up their idealism with handle a pharmacy store (called apotek in Indonesia) to practice their pharmaceutical care,before it disappear and seems unimportant to handle apotek--since I work in Industry now,and the capability need is quite different), and anything related with my hobby like culinary or fashion business. And to make it happen I have to start saving my money from now, before I have many unexpected budget to spend routinely, like having a lil' family, kids, credit a house, etc.
But it's haaaarrrrddd. I love to have something new in my wardrobe.hahahaha. I have to always remind myself that I won't risky myself in the future. So, I'm looking for my self in the future, a success one, I'm not speaking about money, or rich, but success in manage my self, so I will less my regret for through my life-my time-my chance-a God gift wasteful.
Because motivation creates persistence, and persistence gets the jobs done!hamasah^o^
what a long post!
Btw,I just remember this unknown wise word, about how to become success in life:
Know more from others.
Do more from others.
And demand less than others.
I already have a listing budget even before I start work, I predict how much I should pay for living in Jakarta, and how much I can saving each month. It's hard to transform from a daddy's little girl who always ask for money and become an independent daughter. I'm afraid if I can't manage well, then my salary just like not-easy-come-but-easy-go. Maybe it's ok for my parents for becoming my financial support even I already work, but If I just enjoy their facilities, I will never grow up. Face the real world as soon as possible will train us how to be a life fighter then a life lover.
I reflect to become an anticipator for many case in my daily life. I become more confident after made some plans before through over it, but the problem is,,I'm a good plan maker, but not that-good-reality worker.
There's a simple fine things play in my head: Something small will grow bigger in the future.
A lil bit laziness will become a lazy monster in the future. A delay lover will become an eternal unproductive person. A bad money manager will never know how to respect money in the future,,and I know, for this 23 years I've been a very wasful person,,a short thinker before decide to buy something and often end-up with regret, but do it again in the future (I'm not that stupid, I just easily forgive my self for something related shopping.hahaha). But I won't become like this in the future. I have many dreams, I want have my own pharmacy store (this is crucial,since I'm a pharmacist, and a pharmacist have to always lift up their idealism with handle a pharmacy store (called apotek in Indonesia) to practice their pharmaceutical care,before it disappear and seems unimportant to handle apotek--since I work in Industry now,and the capability need is quite different), and anything related with my hobby like culinary or fashion business. And to make it happen I have to start saving my money from now, before I have many unexpected budget to spend routinely, like having a lil' family, kids, credit a house, etc.
But it's haaaarrrrddd. I love to have something new in my wardrobe.hahahaha. I have to always remind myself that I won't risky myself in the future. So, I'm looking for my self in the future, a success one, I'm not speaking about money, or rich, but success in manage my self, so I will less my regret for through my life-my time-my chance-a God gift wasteful.
Because motivation creates persistence, and persistence gets the jobs done!hamasah^o^
what a long post!
Btw,I just remember this unknown wise word, about how to become success in life:
Know more from others.
Do more from others.
And demand less than others.
